So, So Close

So, So Close!
I was leaving the doctor's office this week and it suddenly struck me that I am practically 9 months pregnant and that leaves very little time before BJ is here. I am mixed with so many emotions. It's absolutely insane that in October Chip and I will be parents to a beautiful little princess. We are both incredibly excited but it's so hard not to realize that it will no longer just be "us". Doesn't that sound totally selfish? I think that there are so many people who have children to fill some kind of void in their lives or their marriage, but for Chip and I that simply wasn't the case. We were totally happy with Tre and still trying to work through all the tiny "quirks" that go along with the first year of being married. We have always been open to adding to our family and knew that whenever it was our time, God would take care of us. For as much joy and happiness that go along with expecting a child, I'd be fibbing if I told you that I wasn't also completely scared as well. When I was driving home from the doctor's office I started going through my list of "what if" questions. I am hoping that I am at least a little ahead of the game acknowledging the fact that it won't ever be the same as it is now when he comes. That being said, I know that after BJ is here I will never be able to imagine it any other way. I know that I will think it's crazy that I ever went a day without knowing her, looking at her, and loving her. I'm going to hold tight to that and know that God WILL take care of our little family.